Yet, there are still days when I feel at a loss, clueless, and frustrated with my inability to finally wrap my mind around it and figure out the perfect way to raise ‘em right!
It hurt. I didn’t show it that evening. I went along with it, rolled over and said, “of course this makes total sense.” I felt betrayed. I felt used. I felt like I was being fired for doing exactly what I was hired to do in the first place. It sucked. I wanted these people whom I felt had betrayed me to go straight to hell.
I don’t think it’s possible to be spiritually honest without acknowledging the reality of doubt and its part in the journey of faith.
"That is the interesting thing about knowledge. We are so scared of it sometimes ‘cause it might mean something is different than how we thought it was." - Trey Pearson